Hello, So this is a long time coming. I've been doing this coloring lewds thing since 2016 or so. And as fun as it was I need to stop for a while this year. Commissions wont happen even though I got the sheet,.
- My window to work on my passion projects is continuously being pushed because of this hobby and my window of opportunity is getting smaller the more I procrastinate.
- I just don't feel like Im getting better with my craft at this point. I feel like my style has gone stale and I've at this point become very unhappy with my work. It all feels the same and I want to advance my work.
- Lewds and pornography has been getting boring for me. I feel like I may finally be growing out of it but the material I loved has just gotten boring as well.
- Art as a whole is just bland to me nowadays and Im not sure why. I wont quit for good but I just lost all motivation at this point.
- Family life is getting worse and worse from cousins to my main house hold. I'd argue it might be a small cause for my departure but there is a lot of heavy drama that is too personal to bring up
- The Title "Colorist" is slowly becoming more of an insult to me than a rewarding feeling nowadays. I don't take pride in it anymore and makes me feel like only "half an artist"
- Had a recent falling out with a friend and it really put me into a bad state of mind. Been friends for years and because more things that get in the way I've more or less have been forgotten and Im kinda back to square one when it comes to my pool of friends.
- At this point I have nothing to show for and I want to change that. so until further notice this is my good bye from any new things from me.
Lil note: I will most likely be posting my archive but thats about it. I know that kinda goes against everything I just brought up but its more of a dumb update on whats going on with life atm. Cya around and it was fun while it lasted.
